༺Dear♡Dairy...༻
This is where I will write my daily diary entries to show the natural ups and downs of this journey for both you and me. To stay grounded in the reality of the process, to connect deeper with any curious mind that finds and follows, and to you, I say hai. :)
I hope to maybe someday I can motivate you to write with me.. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁
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March 27, 2026- Setting Sail
To let my work be was a breath fresher than any of yesterdays, to really put myself in true vulnerability and find more peace within it. True vulnerability for me isn't truly being naked on a screen; I've worked hard to feel confident in my body and my physical body of this life. However, the truest vulnerability is what's within, seen but more understood beyond the depths of someone else's eyes. To first take the leap of initial trust, one simple for many but more complex for me, truly feels rather spring to grow into a new sunrise of summer. To be within myself, feeling as freshly refreshed within as with the completion of renovating my sense of peace, letting go. I control my work, but not the world within my works lies, so rather stress to prepare the boat than when you're going down due to forgotten sails. To be seated on a boat of chance, from me to you, but from you to me, thank you.
March 26, 2026- A new change
Relieved to have so much finally done, exhausted to the bone, and when you lay to rest, awake. Turning on the endless possibilities of my aspirations of the next days pushes me to a first of many finales. The excitement, like the night before Christmas, is mixing sour in my stomach as if I ate Krampus's coal. Motion sickness before even taking off, is that even possible? Maybe. I'm glad the day ended with friends; swamped with working all the time, it's even more refreshing being in such a loved space. I love my friends more than most things in this world; a family I've been growing for my own after never holding much of that title before is truly euphoric. They all shine with their unique idiosyncrasies; forever, there is endless admiration for their shine. Truly grateful to share my paint palette of life with them as they allow me to watch the movies of theirs while we paint new scenes of colorful tomorrows. To love them each the way they deserve is something to learn, but to accept it is yet another. However, a task I won't fight anymore, with the turning of this pixie's spring.